It's been raining these two days here in Beijing. It's great, I just love rainy days... everything looks so fresher and cleaner... Feels my heart is being purified... I've been really missing coming here, sorry for being quiet, I was tied up with work and study. An important exam is due this Saturday, so still get much preparation to do, but should be no sweat... Hope me good luck? Haha... I think I can use some blessings from you guys

I just feel like to share with you with this peaceful and complete moment I'm having now... I'm really thinking about how wonderful everyone here has been... and how hard life can be at times to each of us... Will you still be trying? Will you still notice there really are things charming and worth us to take a look? Will you try to hang on one minute more, and seek the possibility of new lights shining on our way? Will you still feel fun and always see some positivity through darkness when life goes boring sometimes or even unbearable?..... I have so many questions, and I am so concerned with everyone's situation... It breaks my heart to know we are suffering... Can we save ourselves?

After being away for a while, I am returning to ya'll... I am so very appreciated to everyone here, thanks for leaving a spot for me in your hearts.....

Heidu... you are the sweetest Sorry that you felt alone that day, I wish I was there... hug you, sweetie...

Mary A... I'm so proud of you, the strength you showed between your words amazed me. I would definitely break down if I were in your situation. Keep it, girl... You will go far....

Peanut... You are always so kind, how is the kitty doing ? (((((((((Peanut))))))))))

Heather... I feel that I can hear you in my mind, I enjoyed reading all your posts, I can see wisdom lays within. You are truly a caregiver...

Kv... Glad to know you feel better, what a tough thing to be a parent. You've done well. Please take care of yourself, and I mean it if your son need a hand... ((((((((KV)))))))))))

Fuzzy... How have you been? It's so nice of you to think of me... it made my day I hope to get to know you more, yeah?

Well, of course there are many of you out there who have been so supportive to one another. (((((((((Group Hugs)))))))) Thank you too.

Sorry for being emotional at the moment, I'm just getting this very spiritual feeling, like being in churches or something.. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about Anyway.. Anyone has something to share? Just small things may uplift us, momentary beauty... etc. Thought they really do us some good at times....

BE MINDFUL, THERE ARE TURE BEAUTY IN OUR LIFE...

Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.