How close...?..?.. well, is hard to say... im not ready, i dont.. trust anyone.. im kinda paranoic.. She seems to be bitter.. hehe!.. Plus, i dont have time.. and i dont think she knows a lot.. about this disorder.. So, im thinking... to tell a friend of mine, but.. as i said.. i do not trust anybody.. But, yes, i know.. im better without some thoughts, so .. asking for help.. it worths it...