((((angel))))) arugh - i wish they didn't have to leave. In this day and age, they should be able to make clones of themselves identical in every way so that they can leave w/o ever us knowing and can get a nice long month break and we'd never know, never have an interrupt. and then when they got back, they could play the memory chip so they know exactly what went on (or just download it - what it takes all of 3o seconds??) and go on with full knowledge of the past month.

((((miss)))) can you believe I actually have cut out a picture of T and have it in my journal - and haven't looked at it at all? There's even a pic on the website of the clinic - and I don't have any connection to it. I tell ya - it isn't that she's missing... I'm the one missing - the me that connects to her and has been doing good self care for almost 4 months.

((((chaotic))))).... i'm hanging... and doing all kinds of poor care things. *drinks another rum and coke*. at 1pm.