(((((((((Sabby)))))))))) ((((((((Bebop))))))))))))))

His mom knows what is going on, but won't do anything about it, part of the reason he moved out was because of his mom and his abusive step-dad. I've actually talked to his mom about it and she just kinda of shrugged her shoulders and said it's no point to try, he won't stop till he wants to, I'm shocked by this because this is the same woman who threatend to kick him out three years ago when he got caught with marjuiania, and made him straighten himself out, I guess she is just tired of trying and apologized for him being such a bad friend and that I was always welcomed at her house.

I want so bad to keep in contact with him, but it hurts so much, and I'm confused about that because I know I have very self destructive tendiencies and the part of me that is trying to stop hurting myself so much screams for me not to stay in contact with him because it is a way of hurting me. I don't even know what to write back to him all he wrote to me was "Dear Friend, I love you, I miss you."

What should I say to him, I can't keep my mouth shut much longer about any of this, I know I need to say something to him because noone else will, I think besides his cousin who is away in Califronia at bootcamp, I'm the only one besides his roomates and girlfriend that he keeps in touch with.