mikky... glad u opened up though im sure that was really hard. I cant say i fully relate, thankfully i have a really good relationship with my younger brother.
I do know how it feels to be made to feel small and worthless all the time, to be hit kicked and so on...
I'm really sorry that happened. I'm really sorry none of his friends even tried to stop him... I'm sorry your parents didn't stop this... If they didn't know they SHOULD have.. .at least know something was up and they coulda known it was your brother....

Either way it was not your fault, you didn't deserve... you do deserve to be happy!
Someday you'll believe this too...

Blue