I can't help you here but I feel the need to ask. Are you seeing a qualified professionsl who is helping you with your medicine cocktails?
Alot of people get a "buzz" for a bit when an antidepressant kicks in but that buzz doesn't not stay.
I am concerned. It doesn't sound healthy.
Heidu
Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living.
There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams.
There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced.
There is a time in life......And that time is now.
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