River - I am glad you got through today. That is big. I am saddened about the behavor you talked about from the professional - mostly because I am getting it too and it is totally off-putting to think you have help in a matter, and then not know where you stand (at least that is how things are for me). I turned back to the drink because i didn't know how else to deal with that. I had used my every option. I am sooooooooooooooo glad you have better skills (even for today!) and could use them.
kiya