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bmoz said:
I am at a loss. What are you trying to communicate?

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sorry - i talk in riddles often. that way i "talk" but still ppl don't know what i say. double edged sword - keeps me "safe" and yet isolated from reaching out.
means i'm still drinking. i found a bunch of bottles and took them (they were mine about 10 years ago) and hid them where i have access to them so no one else in the house knows.
this is my really poor attempt at asking for help.