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Christina86 said:
((((((((((((((Kiya)))))))))))))))))

Don't drink. It won't solve the problem. Toss it, give it to someone ... call someone to chat if you need a distraction.

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but it does. it numbs so well. i know i know. i am not supposed to want that. i want to NOT want that.
at this point i have no one i can call and say "btw i'm an alcoholic". i fear rejection at the clinic and my friends wouldn't believe me or support me. i don't even believe me.