Thanks Guy -- I'm not feeling bad about what I did in the PAST. I'm feeling bad about how I am behaving NOW. I know I did a good job in the past. My behavior now is uncharacteristic; I don't like it and I want to get myself back on track.

Thanks for replying, Guy. What do you do when you find yourself lacking motivation (if that ever happens to you)? Any tips?
Regarding the life coach -- I didn't take offense at it. It's not like she was giving unsolicited advice. I don't have a lot of people I can ask for mentoring, so I figured that hiring a coach would be a good idea for someone like me.