???? I'm NOT superhuman ??? What! ;-)

You're probably right about that. I just don't know how to slow down. I would give a limb for a 'normal' life where I can barbeque on a weekday evening, or take ceramics classes, or just sit and read a book for leisure.

I want to change but I don't know how. I think I can accept that I can't do everything I used to or want to do, but how do I learn to pace myself?

Thanks so much for everyone's replies -- I really appreciate it. I'm sitting here hitting "refresh! refresh!" every 30 seconds because I'm feeling so desperate for advice right now

Thanks again,
LMo