I can relate to so much of what you write. I often wonder if my T even likes me....or if it is the worst part of his week when he has to see me. Sometimes I try to guess from the things he says if he likes me or not, or if I am his favorite....although I would never have the guts to ask him.

My T has told me that sometimes he feels like he has a double life because he often sees clients in public (he's never seen me), and although he says 'hi' to them there isn't much conversation beyond that. And if he is with his family he can't really introduce them or anything. I guess that must be weird.....