LOL... if I knew the answer to the getting thin part I'd most certainly tell you. As far as the other goes, it's a simple solution that is hard to impliment. Just don't take on anything else until you get what's already on you plate under control. It's so hard to do cause there's a trillion things I want to do but I know that I'll never get them all done. I guess you just have to accept that you NEED some you time do do something that YOU want to do. For me it's spending time with you guys. This is my free time and I couldn't have better people to spend it with. I hope you can find some piece and what seems like a needed break soon. I can somewhat relate to what you're talking about through my sister. I'm the oldest but I look up to her. She is a dance instructor. She's been dancing since she was 3. It's all she's ever wanted to do. She'll be 22 in a month and she teached 40 to 60 hours a week, takes 15 to 18 hours per semester towards a business management degree and somehow still manages to find time to make trips all over the country for dance competitions and such and th make the Dean's List every time. I just don't have that level of dedication. I respect and admire everything you've managed to accomplish in your few years. When all else seems to fall apart, look back on the things you've done in your life and give yourself a HUGE pat on the back. Hope it helps.