Lately i've realized how far I go to hide my eating disorder, or what ill do to please it. Example: My boyfriend was in the bathroom so i ran outsid with a plastic bag, did my thing, and then burried it in the garbage. I take out the garbage so i wasnt worried he'd notice ........ or if i eat fast food ive purged as im driving down the road back into the bag and then throw it in the weeds on a back street. Its sad i know ....... but i just wonder if im the only one llike this.