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You work so hard in your therapy, in session and out.

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I do work hard, but sometimes I feel as though it's an obsession. I need to work less and live more.

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And if I don't write these thoughts down, they run away and hide.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Yes!! Me too. But I am beginning to think that if I let them sort of drift through as Pema says, just notice them, they will present at the appropriate time, especially if I can get into this feeling work the way I would like to. However, with dreams I have to write them down while they are fresh or else-- poof!

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I think it's great that you can get to the feeling state in session. Is it because it feels safe there?

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Well, yes I do believe it's because I feel attached to T and safe in his presence. But this has been a long time coming and in some ways, although I've been with him 2 years in September, I feel as though I've only just begun to really just be--feel--in his presence. Sigh.