Wants2, I'm sorry that I didn't respond sooner, but I've always got ears that you can use. I'm sorry that you feel this way. I tend to beat myself up too over not getting enough things done. I just have to remember that I'm not Superman (to quote DocJohn) and that the illness makes it even harder sometimes. Don't beat yourself up. You're a caring and wonderful person. I'm paying attention to you.

Ryan