On a kind of related note, I told T once that I sometimes don't remember much of the session, but I have a feeling for it. It's that way when I read sometimes, especially psych stuff. I feel my mind, my awareness has expanded but I wouldn't often or easily be able to put it into words to describe it. She said that therapy was like that and it's okay. She even said that her work at the (psychoanalytic) institute is that way too. That made me feel so much better!