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Not eating is such a vicious cycle....I am sorry you are feeling so awful right now.
You sound like you are in crisis.....do you have a T you can call?
I'm glad you're posting. Sometimes when I'm in a horrible place, posting can be the first step towards clawing my way out of the darkness.
Hang in there, and keep talking to us.