thanks muffster, thanks wants..

we are waiting for results. he is on some meds. he is still of the same opinion, not wanting to include me in his ordeal. though we have been spending time together, and to be quite honest i have been questioning my decision to divorce him now. not because of the possibility of him having cancer but because of my feelings for him. i think that there may be hope for our relationship. maybe if we really did try counseling which we never did before it might help. i don't know i am confused. i am not going to make any rash decisions right now. i am gonna try to sort out my feelings and see where my heart truly lies. thanks for hearing me out guys.

-agony