welcome to pc sea, sorry you are feeling so down. i know what that feels like. in feb i was in inpatient treatment for depression because i couldn't take it anymore and it was a really terrible time in my life and that of my family as well. i hope you can find help from another pdoc or therapist that can give you more time to help you better to cope with the terrible demon of depression. we are always here whenever you need support. wishing you all the best,

agony