Thank you...thank you...thank you...everyone who has responded to my post! It honestly makes me feel like I am 'not' alone in what I am dealing with!

I see my pdoc next week and I am trying to hang on until then! Yes I agree that depression is a demon of itself. Its horrible to feel this way! I will continue to check this site (PC) as I am new to this!

Thanks again everyone for your support and thoughts!

Seamoods