Chaotic - i'm with EM on this, that's just what I was thinking. Can you make an appointment? =(

yeah - i haven't even cancelled yet... i just told her i was thinking about it. and you're right - it's not the appointment i am dreading, but reattaching to her and having to seprate again. as well as having to tell her about my poor coping skills.

((((((((((((chaotic, earthmama)))))))))))))