I should have done this back when I posted this. But I have held you all so close to my heart for so long and I hated to leave. So many of you have been my friends and confidants and I love you so much. But one of the admins here has shown their true colors and stripped the dignity of two of the most loving people I know.And to me that leaves this place lacking of integrity.I am glad however that you got your head on straight and realized it would do more harm than good to not ban the one person . After all they gave so much time and love and support to many people here . I dont feel safe here either from the pm's i had received yesterday. Call it running from my problems or whatever you want. But I see it as being what it is. Accusations and all that hurt the soul and I was as far down as I could possibly be in the first place.

I am sorry to all of you whom i care about and love so much. I am sorry for leaving this way. I hope one day you can forgive me. Know that you will always be in my heart. With much love~ Bethypoo~ Tryin