Hi discordia Welcome to PC!

We can't diagnose you, but I think if you take some time to read the forums you may find others who feel some of the same things you are feeling. There are many different reasons why you may be feeling what you are feeling. Sometimes it's like putting together a jigsaw puzzle to figure out what, why, when, where and how.

Have you been in therapy at all? I think that's a good place to be when there are questions that can't be answered without some help and outside insight. (outside insight??? ) Sorry, I didn't mean to make light of your situation....just my wording is not always correct.

I went through a time myself when I was feeling many of the things you mention. At that point, I began to realize that I had to take the bull by the horns and start looking into why I was feeling that way and what could I do to change it, to change me, to begin feeling like I had purpose and gifts to give others as well as myself. I did go into therapy when I was feeling really depressed about certain things. It has helped me a lot to figure things out.

I hope you find the support and answers to some of your questions here at PC. We have a wonderful community of very caring and compassionate members, who have been down many roads and are willing to help others along their paths. Take your time as you read the forums and take in the information. I'm willing to bet that somewhere something will click with you

I hope you feel better soon. Take good care!


sabby