(((((((((((((((( Razzleberry )))))))))))))))))

So sorry you are going through such difficulties right now. I'm sure it feels like you are on quite the roller coaster ride. Since the change in meds has been fairly recently, it may take a bit of time for you to feel more stable and for the docs to get the dosage exactly where it needs to be to be helpful.

As for the thoughts you are having....would it help to know the following? Everyone has a myriad of thoughts within our minds each and every day. Thoughts that are useful and good and thoughts that are harmful and don't apply to real life. You have a choice on which thoughts you wish to keep as useful and which ones to toss out like dirty bath water. In other words, you can choose to take that suicidal thought and decide that it is not applicable to you right now. By all means I know that this is not always an easy thing to do. It takes some time and practice to figure out how to do this, but it sure can be helpful. I hope it helps you too!

Take good care Razzle!


sabby