that while on holiday things were not great between hubby and i ..... so many times i thought this ... so many times .....

He loves me, I love him .... but it's not enough any more .....

i need more than he can give me, i need affection, demonstrative love .... i can't help it ..... i crave it, always have. He just finds it impossible to 'show' his love in the way i need it ....

i feel crushed, confused and dont know which way to turn first .... i feel so neglected .... so many times i come home from holiday with poems of the sea and this time i was up in the night writing about neglect, feeling unloved and generally miserable ..... sigh

Jin