I begin my nursing school, for LPN, September 22nd, am proud of this, yet I have my doubts......the whole sitting still in class part bothers me, when I'm in clinicals, moviing around, that's fine, yet the beginning part sitting still is sooooo hard for me.....I waitress as my job just so I can move move move all the time I tend to go 26 places a day, here, there, always on the go, getting up to go to the bathroom, not because I actually have to go...just to move around wherever I happen to be, always fidgeting and moving..plus, people tell me I'ma slow waitress....that I go in slow motion while I work...I'm just trying to do my best..and people have warned me, nurses have to be fast.....I tend to do things in different kinds of ways, always leading to the remark, look how she did this!! I plan to curb these tendencies and be 'by the book..; in nursing school though, I hope,....deep down I feel mentally ill people don't deserve any good at all, not all the good that has been coming my way in my love life social life or my career..it's like but, I don't deserve it......... Help? I know I can do this deep down, yet I need a little feedback?