I have had numerous sex partners and I honestly can't even remember who they all are. When I had my first sexual experience at 14 I was raped. From that point on I have used my body to get what I want and who I want. When I meet a new guy and we go out I will sleep with him on the very first night and have even met some, had sex, left, and never saw him again. I've particapted in sexual things that I never thought I would, have had abuse during sex and then went back to the person who did just to do it again....I've never talked to anyone about this and all of this is just the tip of the ice berg. The thing is I'm embarassed about it...but I don't know how to stop myself. I've took some online sex addiction tests that tells me to seek therapy but I hate therapy cause it's so embarassing... how do you tell someone that your addicted to sex and need help but aren't sure if you want to stop or not... some adivce or tips would be great.