((((((((Nevagiveup))))))))
Just wanted you to know I read your post... ....I don't purge and it doesn't take much effort to hide my disordered eating (since I'm a stay-at-home mom and I'm not with anyone but my kids all day).....but I feel for you and I hope you are reaching out for help IRL. From what I've read, purging on a regular basis can be really harmful...I'm sure you know about that too.
take care of yourself,
ktgirl