(((((((((((skymonk)))))))))) That's a tough situation to be in. I have been in positions where I felt I had no choice and it's horrible. Maybe you can look into government housing? I don't know if that would work, but maybe worth a try. Do you have a therapist that might have some ideas?
I guess I'm kind of at a loss for good ideas, but I do want you to know I care.
Please keep us posted. Hopefully some others will have some good advice.