((((((((((((( skymonk ))))))))))))))

You are in a difficult position for sure. It sounds like you can see the writing on the wall and you know you need to react to that soon.

My suggestion to you would be to start planning right now. Contact all the agencies you can regarding state and city welfare, SSDI, foodstamps etc. Find out what your options are. It's always scariest when you don't know what can be done to help you. As a last resort, please contact a women's shelter to find out how it works. Many times there are services available along with classes and help in getting situated in your own place.

If you are in therapy, you can ask your T to help you with your search for answers. Do you have some friends or family members that could put you up for awhile?

Now is the time to start thinking outside the box at the worst case scenario and planning how you will manage through it. I'm sure it's a daunting task (been there done that). Put yourself into action and I promise you will feel better about knowing what options are available to you when the time comes to having to make a choice.

I wish you well!


sabby