Junerain you can be anything you want to be!!!
You will make a wonderful nurse and you deserve to be one if being a nurse is what you really want.
Take your special way of doing things and make it your way of bringing something to the nursing feild. You'll get use to the speed after a few weeks on the job, it takes time to adjust to a real life setting from a class setting. I have faith that you will be a wonderful nurse and do a great job. You deserve this and I am certain that you are doing your best, I mean it from the bottom of my heart hun!!
I'm here to cheer you on this exciting path.

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