((((((((((((((((((Dee)))))))))))))))))))

Thing is I cant imagine life without him really ..... but is that because we've been married for 20 years nearly? I know i cant change him and i have no right to do that .... oh i really have no idea where i'm going with this ....

i just know i feel awful about myself and i dont think this situation helps. he shows anger no problem .... aggression ... very quick .... love?

not his fault, his mother was very controlling and not very demonstrative .... so, maybe we are just not suited and because i am going through therapy i am realising this ..... sigh

Dee if you ever need to talk please pm me .... i miss you

Kerry xoxoxoxoxo