Muffy i have thought about all sorts .... i never stop thinking about it .... no disrespect but i havent been here for 2 years ..... i joined 15 months ago initially ... i really dont know what i want .... that's the trouble ..... i am feeling a lot of turmoil right now ... separation is very hard and expensive, we have no money ,... it's not so easy ..... and i dont know whether i am asking the impossible or whether we are just not suited .,,, i dont know whether it's because i'm going through therapy or we've grown apart .... i just dont know ....

((((((Muffy)))))))