Hello. i just had one comment to make. i never realised i had clinical problems like anxiety and that i was messed up. Even when i was thrown into therapy i thought i could and should handle it all on my own. It's been three years and i personally don't think i am much better...worse in some ways...but the funniest thing that i realised was that now when i am upset about life...i go to people for help. And i talk about it, which always helps, just a little bit. So if you get some therapy (i don't know if you're getting it), maybe you will just change like me and over time will like talking to people about your problems. Maybe the fact that you're here means that there is a part of you that wants to talk about it? Keep your chin up,
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