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thankyou sweet for your advice .... i know sometimes i expect too much. like i said i cant imagine life without him .... i suppose everything is weighing down, maybe he is struggling too. He is carrying both of us financially right now and he has health issues himself .... sigh.

I'm a difficult person to live with i know that .... you're right about the talk .... but i have been there and done that so many times .... i think i need to sleep ..... it's 5.10am here and i'm hallucinating ..... like we English say everything will look better in the morning lol .... ((((((sweet)))))) ty for replying i appreciate it .... hugs, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo