So very well said June... outstanding advise. Celeste, opening up is a terrifying thing. It means that you're letting down your defenses and letting someone inside your mind and heart and for us that's next to impossible. You had courage before when you said these things and you have courage coming to us here now looking for support. We're all here for you when you're ready to talk about things. Take your time, practice writing it out, and when you're ready it'll be easier, even if only a little bit. Take care of yourself.

ryan