First I saw the line sorry to be so blunt n I thought oh no I can't take anyone being mean right now! Don't apologize for being blunt... you didn't say anything wrong but spoke the truth abut the meds which is what I wanted. I'm just afraid that going on it again to ween myself off is going to suck so badly anyway that I may as well just stop as I am. When I would forget a day its like you said.. it would be a MISERABLE day.

the thing that's maybe even harder is ppl who don't understand. Rather than being someone to help me deal and try to put up with em, hard as it may be.. my bf says under his breath how he can't wait for me to get back on those pills and how I shouldn't have gone off and whatever. UGH! The way I'm acting this week is because things are bothering me but theyre bothering me to the MILLIONTH extreme so I really can't handle anything right now.

My gosh! I was just crying my eyes out because I couldn't stand how the sound of my phone ringing was annoying me!

If only my doctor was easily accessible I could talk to him about what to do. I kind of am on my own so advice is helpful thanks