I guess T doesn't really care if I do it or not. She said whether I'm not doing it anymore, or not telling her, either way works for her. Hmm.

I rather do wish that she would ask about that. But it's not the most important thing, and I wouldn't want to spend a lot of time on it.

Last week was a little better, and all I did when I was really wanting to cut and found the box of sharps in my office (it's still there btw) was scratch with fingernails, and then bend a paperclip out of shape and try with that. The bent out of shape paperclip is still on my desk. We'll see what this week brings.