(((((((((((((((Rap)))))))))))))))) Please don't. I'm sorry your T doesn't seem to care... but we all do here. Do yourself a favour and try to throw out the paperclip. I know how hard that is, but I know you can do it. And as for the box of sharps... get rid of it, somehow. I know you can hang in there. You're so entirely worth it. Love you no matter what, take care of yourself.