((((((((((((((Kaika)))))))))))))))))
Sounds like a bad dream indeed.

I think it's pretty normal for people to wonder about who would go to their funeral if they died, who would be upset and all that... it's not a pleasant thought by any means, but sometimes it can help to realize that we're important in the lives of so many people around us - even if we sometimes don't always feel that way.
I hope the rest of your dreams tonight (if you're asleep right now, which is where I should be - lol) are pleasant.