((((((((((((Violet)))))))))))))) You're not in trouble by any means.

I'm going to agree with what Rapunzel has said here. She's right.

I know some things in life happen, and they don't happen for any good reason. But it isn't God, so much as it is humanity (and our sometimes evil/bad ways).

God doesn't give us more than we can handle, although it seems like that at times. From what I can understand, God gives us opportunities to grow and develop, but it's never easy.

I've gotten my faith back after some bad situations. Sometimes I'm still left floundering and wondering where God is in my life ... like God is silent and no longer caring about me as a person. It's not true, but it sometimes feels that way. I just pray. A lot. I reach out for support. I talk about my problems with my friends and those people who know me and love me ... and eventually you can find your footing and find your faith again.

I do hope I've made some sense... I don't normally respond to posts here, but I thought I'd respond here because I do feel for you.