(((((((((Angela))))))))))

I waited to respond to this hoping I could find the words, but they just won't come. I won't steal your thunder here but I will say that I understand fully what you're going through because of events that have happened in my life. I will say that the bravery you have shown here is the stuff heros are made of. And make no mistake my dear friend, you are a hero. You're a hero for letting this story out, for knowing when to ask for help and comfort, for being an inspiration to others to let out their stories, and for just being you. I am horrified that this kind of thing happens to people as often as it does. It should never happen. You must remember that nothing you could have ever done would have caused this. I want you to take a good look in the mirror. If you see what we all see, you will see an amazing soul, so full of love, compassion, caring, support, and inner beauty. Take your time with mending the relationship with your mother. These things take time. I've been working on mine with my dad for 8 years now (after a 2 year period of absolute silence) and it's still not perfect. Try not to rush it. Just let it go at it's own pace. Set boundaries if you have to. But let her know all the way that you love her. You never should have had to endure this. My prayers are with you and your family. I hope things get better for you. Please take good care of yourself and know that I am always here if you need me.

Ry