last night i stayed over at a friends, and after watching a film we all decided to stay the night in her brothers room with two of his friends as well. my friend and one of her brother's friends stayed on the floor, and her brother (who i've also been good friends with for a number of years) slept in the middle, with me and one of his friends on each side.
we'd all had a bit to drink, and i was pretty sure everyone had started to sleep. me and her brother were playfighting on the bed, kinda innocently... then it got a bit sexual. i did some stuff and i let him do some that im not especially proud of... trouble is, his friend who was asleep on his other side was awake. and he saw the whole thing & has begun to tell everyone. both me and the guy are denying it and so far i dont think my friend believes it... but if she finds out its true it'll be over for me and her
if the guy who saw tells everyone at school.. thats it, my lifes over.
what do i do? the right thing and destroy my life or just lie through my teeth?
xxx
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I leave the gas on;
Walk the alleys in the dark,
Sleep with candles burning;
I leave the door unlocked..
+ im still breathing..
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