This weekend has been rough on alot of us here. I had one thing going for me and it all ended this Sunday afternoon. I was one day short of going 3 weeks without cutting. I felt so good about this. But the hurt and the pain that i was feeling these past 2 days had overwhelmed me so much, I couldnt deal. I am not doing this to get anyone to feel sorry for me. I just feel so sad that I couldnt overcome the urges here to do this. I just want to get started on a new week and hopefully it goes better for all of us here.

Beth