I want to thank all of you for your response and concern. And I must say you are all so very wonderful and non judegemental and that has helped me so very much. Thank you.

I am extremely worried about reprocussions at work, that would do me in. But beyond any official reprocussions it is just very difficult for me emotionally to deal with this. I have always been so weel liked and respected at work. I think I am having even more of a problem dealing with my own feelings. First time in my life I was really scorned by someone that I really only know casually. Pretty tough to take.

Really has thrown me for a loop. Trying my best to hang in there and recover. But I must admit not doing all that well with it.