i have a hard time excepting what abuse is .... but i do think that that is abuse.....no child deserves that .... (listening to my own words in disbelief) you didn't ask to be hurt like that and even if you did you weren't old enough to make that decision .... no matter how bad your behavior might have been and i am not saying it was bad .... but even if it was you don't deserve that..... safe and gentile hugs if you want them .....