I have no concept of time but I've been clean for a bit now Since I went to hospital. I'm not really sure if it "counts" because I was in hospital part of the time and otherwise I've been in bed, always being watched, but I still haven't taken anything in that time. Even though I haven't had the opportunity to, I guess it's a minor accomplishment. Withdrawal is awful but I have to keep telling myself that the people I love matter the most.

Getting a T once I'm out of bed rest so I'm going to look into some addiction stuff at the same time Just thought I'd share.