I attended NA and at first it didn't help, but then I met a few people I liked and hung out with them and developed friendships with them, I didn't share anything deep, I just made friends. I don't still go to meetings because I moved and the meetings here are longer and take awhile to get to (making going to a meeting a three hour experience) But it did help me for the few months I went. I guess I learned how to do daily things without a substance. Hang in there, don't use no matter what.