I know that it's what's on the inside that counts, but it would be nice for the outside to be considered pretty too

I have Anorexia Nervosa, and these people on this other board saw my pictures and just told me that I was "not thin" and "not gorgeous". Not that I expected them to tell me that I was *gorgeous*, but to go out of their way to tell me that I'm not is kind of mean, I think. It's just that fairly recently I got out of my last treatment center and I gained over 90 lbs in the center . I've since lost 30 lbs, but even so, having been so skinny a year ago... I feel like I must look like a tub of lard, and it really matters to me what other people think of me
Bjork